...My poor baby!

I have had a pretty hectic day today, as well as my car.  This morning the car got a new battery replacing the dead one, and tonight the brake line finally shot, and I must say that was quite an experience.  Anyway, I can't drive it until my dad gets it fixed, I wanted to drive it so badly tonight, this sucks!  Yeah, sucks with a CK!  My poor baby!

This Christmas...

IDK, this Christmas is going to be really weird for me.  This winter concert I thought I was doing my own solo, but I wasn't prepared therefor I'm not doing it.  I just found out that my family goes to Disneyland in two days, the day of my concert, and I'm meeting them there after the concert.  I'm yet again having a sense of loneliness come about me and it may carry on through the new year.  I can't seem to keep myself together at school and at home, I'm a cronic liar, and I'm gonna be grounded for only a couple weeks hopefully.  I'm in a new band that I put together and I'm afraid I may let them down, we haven't practiced yet and I'm hoping that we may do so over vacation.  I've been ditching alot lately, usually to do homework I regretfully didn't do the night before.  I got my iPod stolen and I have secretly been saving up money to buy a new one. 

...I only cringe to think of what may become of this Christmas vacation...

I don't want to be lonely for Christmas...

Hopefully, I'm just like this tonight...

OMBaby!!!!!!

I got my iPod back!!!!!!!  But it's all naked and starving for music, so I'll have all 1900 songs on it again sometime by next weekend.

.......

It's quite depressing. 

Sad news, kinda' sucks. 

It's ok though. 

But it just couldn't work out.

We were getting nowhere.

We will all go our separate ways.






























NO WAIT!  This isn't about a girl breakup!!!  LOL

I have 1900 songs!!!

I now have 1900 songs on my iPod, about 4.8 days worth.  SHIT SON!!!  I just love music, I hope to get more and more and more and more and more and more and more and . . . .

MY HEAD A'SPLODE!!!

My madness has finally reached my head last week/weekend; I've gone nuckin futs with this grounded thing.  IDThink I can take anymore, I actually care this time and I-I-I-I get reallllly bored and I need someone and I feel hopeless and I got mad at Edgar today and everyone went to Barnafest  haha, BARNAFEST , and I couldn't go and my mom asked me if I could invite someone over 7 'o-clock at F CKIN NIGHT and I only called one person and someone else answered the phone and said they couldn't come to the phone and I heard them in the background, so I gave up and called no more and I almost cried and I went on the internet for only an hour, which is pretty good, but I left my AIM session on, and I watched lots of cartoons, a bunch of TechTV (that's G4), and listened to some music and fell asleep, and watched a few hours of documentary on Back to the Future, and I was gonna go ride to the new music store but I couldn't get my bike and my mom wouldn't let me go out walking or jogging 'cause of the stupid F CKING fire and the ash in the air, and I was like, "so instead I have to stay home and do nothing and nothing and nothing and waste my whole weekend" and that's what I ended up doing and I didn't feel good when I went to sing at church today, I thought God might be able to cheer me up, but I was really depressed this weekend and IDK whether I can take one more weekend and I need to get out and I need to play a show and I need a girlfriend and I need some people to listen to me and I'm not sure whether or not I wanna do anything during lunch tomorrow at school and I'm gonna breath now because I just finished the longest runnon sentence I have ever known to exsist.  Bye.