IDK, this Christmas is going to be really weird for me. This winter concert I thought I was doing my own solo, but I wasn't prepared therefor I'm not doing it. I just found out that my family goes to Disneyland in two days, the day of my concert, and I'm meeting them there after the concert. I'm yet again having a sense of loneliness come about me and it may carry on through the new year. I can't seem to keep myself together at school and at home, I'm a cronic liar, and I'm gonna be grounded for only a couple weeks hopefully. I'm in a new band that I put together and I'm afraid I may let them down, we haven't practiced yet and I'm hoping that we may do so over vacation. I've been ditching alot lately, usually to do homework I regretfully didn't do the night before. I got my iPod stolen and I have secretly been saving up money to buy a new one.
...I only cringe to think of what may become of this Christmas vacation...
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